I'm just a complete wreck right now.

I M H

Things i've learned from this microcosm of life.

Dev gave me a crash course on Forex trading. Learned how to read the trending or non-trend bounded prices for trading, using some analytical techniques e.g. this japanese candlestick thing. Learned about commodity currencies, etc, and slightly about how it is affected by world events.

Peter consistently drilled gems of wisdom into me. How everyone will walk their very own paths in life. How being here teaches me about empathy for others, about compassion, about understanding my own life. About friendship.

And Vishy, May, Sulee were all very special in their own way.

When you take a break for a few days, isolated from the world outside, you have the time to meditate. To reflect. To think about what you've learned. It is a deeply touching process.

We talked weaknesses and failures openly. Bipolar disorder. Alcoholism. Infidelity. Me, the fear of failure, the lack of belief in myself.

We know. We bear the faith that life will still be good. And we can change for the better.

I wish that i will never lose this flame of hope, that they carry in their hearts, blazing so strongly.

Thank you.

It hurts.

But i will still remain by your side...

Always.